Happy New Year!!

Whatever you do tonight, make it fun!!

Happy New Year!

Eternity

Inspired by Blaise Voita... A child who died too soon, but now rests in Heaven.
Here's to you Blaise, up there with the angels...

{click on title, it will take you to Youtube where you can view this full screen- this film sequence is amazing fullscreen}

Makana- Deep in an Ancient Hawaiian Forest- Live

 I Heart Hawaiian music, and this man's guitar work is phenomenal.... listen while you view my Hawaiian slideshow
Mahalo
-lara

Hawai'i~ Ku'u pu'uwai'oe~ You are my Heart

My Photos of Hawaii- June 2012....
How I miss you Hawai'i.... xoxo

The slideshow starts right when you click on my blog so in order to see the whole thing, refresh, and then scroll down to the slideshow immediately.

http://s98.beta.photobucket.com/user/lgcoscia/story/4329
Click on link to view full album... for some reason it only plays about 3/4 of the photos....?? Resolution in some photos is not great, not sure why. Saving my pennies for a new camera, can't wait.

Opens My Heart...

This song, and this artist breaks open my heart... Patrick Watson is one of new favorite artists.

Good Morning World

I woke up this morning with a feeling of peace... Thinking of the ocean my friends...
Good morning

Musing

I love you Pablo...

David

Reluctant, are your lips
as I kiss them late in the evening
Your breath is deep and long--

The stars burn away
their only lives.

I miss you,
and want you,
as we listen to Bon Iver and Sigur Ros

the music we used to make love to.

I can picture you behind your camera
during a shoot,

a young, willing girl in front of you
Her dress pulled down to the nipple.

You position yourself on your knees
as she pulls her dress up,
Here is the perfect curve of her thigh and backside...

the sacred arch of her foot, the line of her calf.

I once had this ability--
to capture you through my nudity, by staring into your eyes
and saying nothing.

My shiny young hips flashing.

If I could be your perfection
I would.

I would wrap you in blankets on cold nights
make love to you for hours while you nudge me away
... your sleepiness.

If I knew I could make us work
I would do everything for you.
You know this by now.

Don't forget me...
how I danced for you
in the parking lot by the tall fountain,

and naked on your living room floor.

Make love to me again,
In the quiet of your room
or under a wide moon when I up and move to Hawaii.

I will name the sky after you,
or perhaps all the trees and the stones....

But does it matter?
All I want to say is,

I love you.

Bon Iver - Holocene (Official Music Video)

Monsters

I feel so defeated today. You'll think I'm crazy for feeling this way, but my ex, whom I broke up with, has found love, and now I am no longer the one he wants. I tried for five years to make it work... I love him so much it hurts... but it just never did. And last night I kissed him and cried in his arms, and sang to him while he fell asleep and wished I could have him back. Wished I could make it work.

I feel like a monster, and I just want to tear everything, including myself, into pieces.

I know you'll never read this love, because you've moved on, as you should....

I feel so ugly